my heart-to-heart conversation...

now everything's b'come a mess...
everything's gone...
everything's over...
juz bcz of yr desire,
n thn u were nt rational anymre...
did everything according to yr emotion...
kept on pestering him...
tried to get his attention...
disturbed him while he was studying...
n now wat happened???
u involved him to b scolded!!!
he argued wif his mum over u!!!

n now u r 'happy'...
no more phn msg...
he promised his mum nt to msg u anymre...
n u juz kept apologising to him...
n did a very hurting decision...
u promised nt to msg him anymre...
n u hav to delete his name from yr contact list...
but the prob is,
u couldn't bring yrself to do so...

u juz know how to make things worse...
u nvr know how to control yr desire...
now very good...
bcz of these desires u lost everything in the end...

he stated tat he was nt furious wif u...
but,
was tat true???
it could nvr be!!!
now good lah...
he removed every posts of yrs from his wall...

so wat can u do now???
regret-ing???
crying over spilt milk???
but wats the point???
who do u think u r???
do u ever think tat u can reverse the time???
do u ever think tat u can change the situation???

nt a single-way...

but now,
no matter how hurt it is,
still,
u hav to accept it...
promise is still a promise,
n it always is...
u nvr break yr promise b4...
hence,
u reali hav to bring yr desire to an end...
stop it...
control it...
this is the only way to maintain both of yr frenship...


**P/S: pls, whoever tat read tis post, dun ask me who's 'him'... my main point of posting tis is juz to vent out my complicated-feelings here... tats all... thx~