idiot

"where should i sit?"
stupid question,
everyone was laughing at your back idiot.

"spontaneous."
yeah the best act ever.

"i remember tears streaming down your face when i say i'll never let you go..."
thank god,
this saved my life and calmed down my ripple of water.

temporarily.


"download from google."
holy shit,
another waves swept across me.

"i have one suggestion..."
are we invisible?????
yeah of course,
we always are.

"any problem?"
of course we would say 'no',
who else would have said 'yes'???

"joey already flat..."
goddamnit,
if i was so easily got flattened i wouldn't have had my eyes blazing with fire and left a BIG hole on the paper and on the table would i????????????

"don't put too high expectancy on anything..."
yeah too true,
the examples of today were clear enough to prove this.

and now who am i blaming?
who asked you to take everything on your shoulder?
why wanna be so kind?
why prepared everything until so well and so perfect?
you were just a small dot,
and what you've done and put most effort in were all taken by others.
they left you with nothing idiot,
so BLAME WHO????????


i'm not going to be the one who apologize anymore,
nor do any forgiveness.



thank god tomorrow is friday.

HELL.