deserved

though a little bit of frust...trated,
and disappointed,
but i deserved that... ...

at least now,
i feel more relieved and at ease.
at least,
i don't have to feel guilty to my friend,
and that i don't have to taste the feelings of taking things for granted.
though it's sweet when you reminisce it in the sense of image and proudness,
but it's more of bitter,
when you got to know that this wasn't your actual result by your own efforts.

others who were better than you,
who put in more efforts than you,
yeah,
they deserved better results.

we always say that this world is unfair.
but in this case,
i don't see that.

the world is equally fair,
in this case.

i deserve the Number 6.

will i feel sad?
nope i won't.

at least tonight,
i can have a good night sleep...
and strive for a better tomorrow. :-)