F

shit what have i done???

the 1st fight ever...

i've never raised any argument with anyone in my life,

now that i raised one,

and i don't know how much i regretted it.

the words just came out like bullets,

and my fingers just ran across the keyboard uncontrollably.

anything that was in my subconscious was all poured out,

exploding from my soul at once.

till now i still can't believe that i've done this.

i really wanna shout the F word now.

FFF!!!

WHAT HAVE I DONE??????????

now i'm having a mixed feeling...

but what occupies the most,

is fear.

yes,

i'm scared.