silence doesn't mean complement

Sometimes,
Silence does not mean,
I concur with your decision.

Sometimes,
Silence does not mean,
I'm too blind to see what's actually going on.

Sometimes,
Silence does not mean,
I'm too deaf to understand your hidden meanings.

I hope I was the one who have thought too much.
But from whatever that has happened,
I'm no longer sure about your character.

I have my own ways,
Of carrying out my duties.
I am a person with strong and strict principles.

Perhaps she's prettier,
And more lady-like,
Than me.

But are you sure of it,
When it comes to the sense of,
Responsibility? Accountability?

I'm not asking for anything.
What I want is simple enough.

Fair Treatment.

I put my heart and soul into this,
Just with the aim of being as one,
Together striving for every new target.

I do not have to sacrifice my time at all,
But I do.
Just to contribute my remaining efforts for the time being.

I just don't understand,
Why does she deserve a better and more special,
TREATMENT than me?

I saw these with my eyes.
I heard these with my ears.
I noted these in my heart.

But,
I remained silent.
Just not to offend you.

But I'm not blind,
Nor that I'm deaf.
I'm just being patient with you.

You did not see the sweat,
You did not see the tears.
Behind your back.

What a regret.

And so,
This would be my definition,
Of SILENCE.