this is just so wrong

What am I doing?
What is wrong with me?
Why is there always a mood swing for him?

I know that it is due to minor hormonal imbalance.
I know exactly what I am doing.
But, I do not know what is actually wrong with me.

Ever since the event in July,
The one which our conversation first started off as strangers who only knew each other for 2 minutes,
The impression you gave me was so great that I can never stop thinking about your personality.
I admit myself to be very conscious of physical appearance,
But seriously,
You are this one unique guy who has changed my perspective entirely.

I long to know more about you,
I regretted for not appreciating the opportunity when you wanted to start off another conversation;
And now 4 months have passed...

But we, are still total strangers.

I have your contact details by which I gained officially,
But whenever my fingers ran rhythmically across the keyboard and achieved the momentary satisfaction in my expressions,
The doubts would strike and eventually,
The chat box went blank again...as usual.

Aside from the Hi's and Bye's,
Is there nothing else that we've left?

With me now staring at the screen with the brain juice blending,
I wonder if fate would bring us along or split us apart...