1st week...

haiz,
juz d 1st week of scul,
i started to fear 4 d subjects ady...
juz nw while doing physics,
i juz realised tat d spm questions r soooo difficult!!!
juz chapter 1!!!

thn bio...
bcz i dun take any ttn 4 bio,
so i nvr gt confident in my bio...
gt so much to memorise,
n i wonder how m i able to manage it???

account oso make no difference to me...
til nw we haven't started our account lesson yet,
n i dint take account ttn too,
so wil i b able to catch up??

thn bm...
i've nvr been good in my bm...
so wil i b able to write out a satisfying essay??
i'm only depending on doremi rite nw...

n mandarin...
i hadn't been reading chinese novels or books or anything since pmr over...
n i doubt i cn stil maintain my standard of writing skills...
so if my writing gt worse,
wat m i to do??

n add maths...
since yday's ttn i realised tat mayb i can't reali depend on ttn...
n at scul,
pn. mahani gt pregnant 4 duno hw long ady,
so wat'll happen whn she's away??
who'll b our teacher??
hw'll his/her teaching b??
wil i b able to catch up???

only 1st week,
n nw i realise tat i haven't been touching my piano 4 abt a week ady...
nvr think abt it til nw...
perhaps ws having no mood at all??
even nw tat i think of it i dun wanna play it...

so hw abt next week??
week after next week???
n vice versa????
i duno...
dare nt to think abt it...
but d funny thing is,
i luv stress n pressure...

silly, eh???