is it?

i'm sorry sister,
that i'd disappointed you.
i knew i shouldn't have made that decision,
and i knew it sounded very much of a sort of 'betrayal' to you...
i knew the most hurting thing was,
i did not ask you out together,
not even bothered to inform you about it...
yeah,
i'm... too much of a double-faced person,
i'm selfish and only thought for my own good...
but after reading your post and comment,
i think i really should collect my thoughts and do some reflections about myself....

i'm sorry again,
sister,
that i'd hurted and disappointed you...
and thank you also,
for voicing this matter out and making me have a chance to self-question myself...