"I'm reading your letter."
My phone beeped with the short text.
From him.
I didn't feel anything, yet.
Instead,
Relief crawled into my veins and calmed down my heartbeat's rate.
Never mind,
Whatever his response is,
I'm not going to see him anymore.
Then there it came.
A message full of sincerity,
Or more accurately,
Looked as if full of sincerity,
Blinded my eyes and blocked my rational for a while.
After rereading his response,
Only I realized,
NOPE.
It was more of a consolation,
Than a thankful message.
Yeah,
What was I expecting?
My main purpose,
Was just to let him know how much I acknowledged his helps.
Well at least,
I've let him know,
And there will be no regret.
I did not feel like a fool for sending him that.
Even if he tear it off and disposed of it,
I just wished that he could dispose of it properly and make it the secret between us forever.
Thus,
With those pathetic and consolable thoughts,
A bitter smile spread across my face as I drifted off to my fairy castle.
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