it's July

It's July, finally.
A month full of fear, joy, 
Nervousness, excitement.
Soon enough I will leave my bed, my room,
My novels, my racks,
My scores, my piano.
My home sweet home.
Quick enough eh?

Human being is really an organism full of self-conflicts.
The pool of mixed feelings in my heart,
Especially the fear towards the future,
Beats me never-ending-ly.

That keeps a wonder in me,
Will I be able to do it myself?

Somehow I believe,
That I'll be able to carry out my duty as usual.
Striving for what I deserve, making new friends,
Taking care of my stuffs, never disappointing my parents...
Yeah, it's not too hard anyway.

So I shall bid goodbye,
And start facing the challenges that I'll soon encounter,
With no fear.
Bonjour.
And this is where my new life,
Shall begin. :)