Mood swing, mood swing everytime;
Emo, emo everywhere.
The heart chamber complements the dark rainy night outside the window,
With the irregular heartbeats as the 'thuds'...
Even my hydro-meditation could not clean my heart and clear my mind today.
What is meant to happen, it will do.
Whether you want to accept or challenge it with your dignity,
Only you know which one is the best for you.
To ask? Or not to ask?
And the main problem is, with who and when to do it?
Yeah, i think those are the debate in my mind.
Putting up a minor hope of an alternative which I hope it would work...
Well, I just wish things would go on as planned.
Just the first semester and the stress is already driving me crazy.
Not only the academic stress itself, but those extraneous factors as well.
Why is it so complicated?
Is there too much space for me to really grow and open up my eyes to the
reality?
...
...
However bad a day is,
There is still some tiny little incidents which can actually lighten you
up.
Thank you for the greeting and the smile,
Even though it was just a second of 'Hi' when you walked by,
It somehow pulled me out from the dark pool for a moment.
And also now that I blog,
The negativity and confusion are thrown out here in this page,
Which I wish that it'll not bother me for now to get a tight and dreamy
sleep in this cold and windy night.
Oh well,
Human beings are made to have pocketful of wishes,
Don't we?
So just allow me, to escape for a moment.
I will deal with you soon.
I promise.
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