31 December 2013

accept, learn, and let go



The past 3 weeks,
Passes with joy, warmth and love so swiftly.
And today comes the last day of 2013.

Soon enough, the next semester will begin.

I don't want it to come,
But it's not that I have a choice.
Thinking of the approaching and unwelcoming stress,
My heart turns into a heavy rock which sinks to the very bottom of the pool.
I keep hoping that the clock would stop for me,
But I know very well that it's never going to happen.

I just want an escape.

Suddenly I miss home so much.
The crunchy marble cake and bread that I baked with my mum;
The cocoa-rich chocolate that my dad and my bro bought;
The memorable daily conversations with my lovely family;
The tasty and home-made meals cooked by my parents;
The exciting and adventurous moments on the bicycle with my brothers;
The laughter and cursing on the characters when watching Hong Kong drama together...
There are so much to miss, so much to care about...

On the rational side,
All of these are but a normal growing experience that everyone would come across.
Farewell is always the heart-breaking session,
And it would be overcome which is just a matter of time.
There would be no escape from the reality,
And what is meant to be carried on must be done.

Thus I will drift into the night,
With the company of my most favourite and treasurous toy which my brother gave me on my birthday;
I will allow my tears to wet my pillow for tonight,
As the night passes on with the ending of 2013,
And the beginning of 2014.

By then, I shall carry on with my missions and live on with my strong wills.
And I shall believe that I can do it. :)

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